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Post by Jessy Jackson on Oct 22, 2004 5:26:20 GMT -5
I held on tightly. I wasn't going to lose Doc, never. I would never be nasty. Always kind, always kind. Musn't let go. I choked as sob after sob rose in my throat. It was too much. No more. I wanted it to end.
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Post by Maya on Oct 22, 2004 5:52:03 GMT -5
"I dont know!" I cried, why were they all getting angry with me? I didn't know how thy could not be evil anymore than they did- its just what i read. "I guess... they... i never said they were good. They used Charlie to get what they wanted. They dont generally outright kill people... but i guess they dont lose any sleep if humans die as a means to their end..." I was starring straight ahead as i said it, my mind trying desperately to cling to the logic while the rest of me wanted to fall apart. WHy did i always lose everyone?
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Post by Jackson ''Doc'' Ellison on Oct 22, 2004 5:53:03 GMT -5
In some part of my mind, i was thinking that Jessy was all I had left. Stupid, yeah, but still, something in me thought like that. Didn't understand why, but I knew one thing.
Jessy would never be hurt again. I'd die before that happened.
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Post by Jessy Jackson on Oct 22, 2004 6:02:05 GMT -5
Now, all I had left was the person who was holding me. In my mind, everyone else had gone, disappeared. All I had was Doc. the universe started to fade away, but still he was here. He was all I had.
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Post by Jackson ''Doc'' Ellison on Oct 22, 2004 6:07:38 GMT -5
"I've got you, kiddo," I whispered, reassuringly. "I've got you."
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Post by Jessy Jackson on Oct 22, 2004 6:10:46 GMT -5
"I want to go home," I whimpered.
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Post by Maya on Oct 22, 2004 6:11:10 GMT -5
I sat by thte edge, rocking back and forth as i murmured,
"Why? How?"
I looked down at the crashing waves and i wondered what it would feel like... just to end it... stop it... finsih all this pain and suffering. I had very few people left, and if i stuck around much longer, perhaps they too would be lost as everyone i cared about seemed to be... i wonder...?
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Post by Jessy Jackson on Oct 22, 2004 6:14:11 GMT -5
I called out in a small, child's voice. "Daddy! Stop her."
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Post by Jackson ''Doc'' Ellison on Oct 22, 2004 6:24:04 GMT -5
I clamped a hand on Maya's shoulder instincicely, still holding on to Jessy. She looked up at me.
"Not like this, Maya," I whispered, pulling her in with me and Jessy. "We can't loose you too."
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Post by Jessy Jackson on Oct 22, 2004 6:57:32 GMT -5
I held both of them. Aunty, Daddy and me. Normally so strong, now weak beyond beleif. Alone in a universe of death.
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Post by Maya on Oct 22, 2004 9:36:38 GMT -5
The logic and reason was gone. I just leant against Doc and cried silently.
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Post by Peps on Oct 22, 2004 12:28:32 GMT -5
"Charlotte wouldn't want this", I said suddenly, surpirising even myself. "She-she died trying to bring peace. She was wrong about it but- she wouldn't have wanted us to feel like this not-not like this" I said in a small voice. Why did everyone around me always die?
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Post by Jessy Jackson on Oct 22, 2004 12:45:33 GMT -5
"And that's meant to make it better? That she wouldn't want us to feel bad? It doesn't Pepper. It doesn't matter how she meant it. We can't help feeling like this and knowing she died to help us get peaceful doesn't help." I snarled at Pepper, angry, violent. She hadn't known Charlie like we had.
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Post by Delacrox on Oct 22, 2004 18:30:26 GMT -5
((Okay sorry about that. Nowthe post is gone, Bye Bye, Wooo, Cya.
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Post by Peps on Oct 23, 2004 7:11:53 GMT -5
"It doesn't help, I know," I said "But Maya just tried to jump as well, and THAT ISN'T GOOD!" I said loudly, tears pouring down my face. "Why can't things be normal, Can't this all be a bad dream?" I asked.
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