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Post by Jackson ''Doc'' Ellison on May 18, 2010 3:07:43 GMT -5
"But if this is the case, then you have the full Slayer Essence connected directly into your concious mind," he said, looking at Dana directly. His eyes were gleaming in exictement. He'd found the impossible. "This makes this all the more easier."
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Post by Dana ;; The Crazy Slayer on May 18, 2010 3:14:16 GMT -5
"Wha...? How does it make this easier? It's not easy..." Sure... like this whole thing was easy. Voices, she could hear them at the fringes of her mind like a constant buzzing that never went away, like a fly trapped in a jar. Though she supposed thats what all the voices were; flies trapped in a jar, each one banging against the glass trying to find it's way out.
Some of the voices spoke in dead tongues while others spoke english, spanish and other languages known today. Not that she KNEW any of them but she knew them when that slayer was prominent within her mind.
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Post by Jackson ''Doc'' Ellison on May 18, 2010 6:18:09 GMT -5
"Dana,' he said, turning ot her. "When I first became what i am now, I couldn't control the knowledge. It eventually robbed me of the one thing I can't find in a look up: my own past. Your abilities are more like my own than I originally thought, though. With that information, it will be much easier for me to help you. It may not turn out like a library like mine, though for you that might be for best."
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Post by Dana ;; The Crazy Slayer on May 18, 2010 14:47:46 GMT -5
"I..." She wasn't sure what to say... all of this was a lot to process. "I..." Knowing that things might have been different had she been able to control the slayers. Might not have killed those people? Maybe? Possibly? She had fought hard to keep those thoughts down, trying to erase them from her memories but she knew she couldn't. Hundreds of generations of slayers in her head some of who had killed people told her she could never forget.
She wanted to flee but didn't dare move for the moment. Fear of what she could do keeping her rooted where she stood.
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Post by Jackson ''Doc'' Ellison on May 19, 2010 3:24:25 GMT -5
"dana," Mal began, placing a hand gently on her shoulder. "I'm not going to force you. the decision is yours, always will be yours. "I can hel you. If you let me."
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Post by Dana ;; The Crazy Slayer on May 19, 2010 3:36:37 GMT -5
"Its... a lot to process..." She didn't flinch away from his touch just standing there unsure of what to do next. Several thoughts seemed to be running through her head some of which were here own but most weren't. Deciding she she probably say something at this moment she scrambled for something to say that would be appropriate but what did you say when if came to something like this?
"Um... maybe later?" Close enough she decided, dropping her focus on the chinese slayer, letting her disappear into the abyss that was her own mind.
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Post by Jackson ''Doc'' Ellison on May 19, 2010 5:38:55 GMT -5
"Of course," Mal said with a nod. "Well, shall we head 'back' To the real world?"
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Post by Dana ;; The Crazy Slayer on May 19, 2010 5:40:56 GMT -5
"Sure"
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Post by Jackson ''Doc'' Ellison on May 20, 2010 6:47:52 GMT -5
Mal nodded as the white world faded and the two opened thir eyes back in the real world.
"Have fun in there you crazy kids?" Doc asked with a wry grin. "Didn't do anything i wouldn't do, i hope."
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Post by Dana ;; The Crazy Slayer on May 20, 2010 6:49:26 GMT -5
Looking at Doc she deadpanned, "And what wouldn't you do?"
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Post by Jackson ''Doc'' Ellison on May 20, 2010 6:54:16 GMT -5
His smile faltered for a moment. "Trust," he answered.
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Post by Dana ;; The Crazy Slayer on May 20, 2010 6:56:42 GMT -5
She hadn't expected an honest answer and looked between Mal and Doc.
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Post by Jackson ''Doc'' Ellison on May 21, 2010 2:10:04 GMT -5
"I'm sure you'll learn about it eventually," Mal said vaguely. Doc shrugged.
"So, you happy I'm telling the truth?" Doc asked.
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Post by Dana ;; The Crazy Slayer on May 21, 2010 2:12:47 GMT -5
"What are you telling the truth about?"
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Post by Jackson ''Doc'' Ellison on May 22, 2010 1:29:50 GMT -5
"Everything," he said. "You just..., well, you seem a little like me. Not the trusting type."
Though you hae your reasons," Mal added.
"Don't we all though?" Doc countered before looking at Dana again.
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