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Post by Maya on Sept 9, 2004 13:09:13 GMT -5
I blinked.
"You mean... go to a different bar?" I was oddly shocked, i mean, duh, theres loads in LA... but... we ALWAYS went to the spot. "I suppose..." I said vaguely
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Sept 10, 2004 20:22:55 GMT -5
"You do not like the idea?" I asked.
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Post by Maya on Sept 11, 2004 8:04:29 GMT -5
"Im not against it..." I said, "I just... i'd never really considered it before..."
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Sept 11, 2004 22:32:48 GMT -5
"it should not hurt to try another." I suggested, "unless you want to simply head back to the Spot, and face that crowd's questions."
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Post by Maya on Sept 12, 2004 11:47:05 GMT -5
"Na, dont feel like it tonight." I said. "Lets have a look around, see where else there is." We started down the street.
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Sept 13, 2004 5:28:53 GMT -5
We walked around, trying different pubs and bars for about half an hour, until we found one that was... more suited for our moods.
I simply wanted a bit more quiet. "This one will do." I pointed out one that was a fair bit quieter than the Spot.
"Looks new." Maya said.
"Let us try it." I suggested.
We walked into the bar, as I had expected, it was significantly smaller than the Spot, and the crowd was also smaller, but I didn't really want a large crowd.
We sat down, and Maya went to get herself a drink. All that walking around must have made her thirst, or mabye it was for the sake of it... I didn't quite understand human minds as yet.
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Post by Maya on Sept 13, 2004 17:19:04 GMT -5
I returned with my beer, and looked around- there was a clear mixture of demons and humans in here, neither one bothering the other, and many of them talking in groups.
"Huh." I said outloud.
"What?" Zeroc asked.
"I think this is the kinda place where no one would batt an eyelid if you kept to your true form."
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Sept 14, 2004 5:18:49 GMT -5
I looked around properly and indeed, there were demons and humans, associating with each other! And the demons were not disquised as humans, they were in their true forms!
"Do you suggest that I too reveal myself?" I asked Maya.
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Post by Maya on Sept 14, 2004 11:42:14 GMT -5
"If you wanna." I said, shrugging, "Whatever you're more comfortable with."
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Sept 15, 2004 3:10:45 GMT -5
"I'll stay,"I said, thinking of the point of changing back anyway.
(((It's amazing how far back in the timeline this thread is... I mean, Pepper, Grace, Karen, Crystlis, Charlotte (i think) and Cervil (I think) don't even exsist yet! An d I haven't yet ressurected Garrok, I think Toraan has been ressureced, but I'm not sure...)))
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Sept 15, 2004 3:15:59 GMT -5
(((This is an addition to the last one... can't be bothered to go back and modify it)))
We sat there silently-ish for a while, Maya was drinking her beer, and thinking hard on something, and as was I (except for the beer part).
What Maya mentioned before, about the other sences that I lack, I thought about how life might be with them... but couldn't imagine it... I remembered the memory I had while I was dancing with Aredhel. But not feeling any of it... I still couldn't figure out why I felt this emotion... love... or I thought it was, I wasn't too sure.
I looked back at Maya, still concentrating on what she was thinking of. I tried to clear my mind of what I was thinking of, but it just wouldn't go... 'You are weakening Zeroc, you are weakening!' I told myself (thinking)... but I just wouldn't hear it!
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Post by Maya on Sept 15, 2004 8:21:43 GMT -5
I smirked.
"You're thinking real loud." I explained to him. "Dont fight it, dude- i'm telling you, feeling is not a weakness!"
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Sept 17, 2004 19:52:32 GMT -5
"In some cases it may not be, but if you can feel good feelings, then you can also feel pain! Feeling pain is a weakness, it disadvantages those who can feel it! And if I am starting to feel, than it will not be long before I too feel the pain that you feel." I said (((I think I've said something like that before...)))
"But... I don't know..." I said, much quieter now... why was this so confusing? Why couldn't I work it out? Was it because I wasn't allowing myself to? Or did I simply not have the capasity?
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Sept 17, 2004 19:53:18 GMT -5
(((I didn't know what to write exactly... that was the best I could come up with...)))
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Post by Maya on Sept 18, 2004 9:11:25 GMT -5
((thats fine))
I sighed,
"You dont get me." I said, "you see- even pain can turn out to be useful, becuase it brings on other emotions. its shitty at the time, yeah but it helps you understand the world around you too. And it can make you fight all the harder, even if its only to avoid that pain."
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