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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Jan 28, 2005 15:55:21 GMT -5
(((Oh yeah! Rory is still here at this time! I forgot)))
I simply sat down, waiting... I did not know what to say... this was not my thing...
I looked from one side to the other as they seemingly argued.
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Post by Jessy Jackson on Jan 29, 2005 3:30:39 GMT -5
I should have known Z would side with Mai. Well, who cares?
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Post by Maya on Jan 29, 2005 6:40:42 GMT -5
She didnt understand. She thought i was being harsh, or boring... she thought i didnt care about her wishes... she just didnt understand.... and yet i would not moan at her, because i knew she had been though plenty too.... "Im saying never, jess... just not right now, ok? Dont be pissed... I... sometime maybe we will go, ok?"
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Post by Jessy Jackson on Jan 29, 2005 9:55:04 GMT -5
"Nah, too busy, Slayer stuff blah di blah." I shook my head.
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Post by Maya on Jan 29, 2005 18:33:33 GMT -5
She really didnt understand. She... i hated to, but sometimes i couldnt help but think that Jessy was so wound up in all the shit that had happened in her life that she was oblivious to the pain the rest of us suffered, now and in the past. I shook my head slowly. "Whatever." I murmured.
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Jan 29, 2005 22:25:54 GMT -5
This was getting out of hand...
"Ok... tell me... what do both of you will to do?" I asked.
Maybe that if Maya wanted to do something that didn't require someone else to be with her, then I could go woth Jessy to this Disney Land... I could at least pretend to have fun... I could also learn more about humans from the experience... but if she didn't... I'd be in a tight situation...
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Post by Jessy Jackson on Jan 30, 2005 7:51:36 GMT -5
"I got homework. Better go do it." There was Mai. Always thinking the best of herself and the worst of others. We were beneath her. Her pain was first.
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Post by Maya on Jan 30, 2005 13:34:56 GMT -5
I felt like slapping her.... but of course i didnt. I had no right to hear that thought in the first place, but she'd projected it in her anger. Maybe she was right. Maybe i was being selfish... but still, she was in one of those moods in which she would not hear any arguement, so apologising was pointless. I had already tried to say that someday i'd make it up to her.... but she wouldnt hear it. I should just leave it. Go work out of something and talk to her later. "I'm gonna go to the dojo." I said vaguely, beginning to walk away.
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Post by Jessy Jackson on Jan 30, 2005 13:53:30 GMT -5
I felt like crying. Good going Jessy, get everyone possible against you.
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Jan 30, 2005 16:41:34 GMT -5
'This is foolish!' I thought, 'One of their main weaknesses... but I know there is nothing that 'I' can do... I fail to understand how these things even work.'
I decided not to pick anyone's side... it was best that they resolve this... picking a side will only make things worse.
I looked at the expression on Jessy's face, somewhat saddened and angered. Maya had started to leave...
"If anyone wills it, I will be in the graveyard if they want to talk." I said, not like that would mean anything at a time like this... but I was able to listen to Maya before... and partly understand what she meant... mabe I could do it again...
I headed off for the graveyard... I was unsure as to what I was to do there, but that, yet again, was where I felt most comfortable...
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Post by Maya on Jan 31, 2005 12:02:56 GMT -5
After an hour or two of intense workout at the Dojo, full strength bots, live ammo and all, I was bored, and still restless. Things still werent resolved in my mind about Josh... though its seemed so long ago that i had discussed it with Zeroc last night... Jessy was mad at me and in the sorta mood where no arguement would stop her being pissed off, and i may have been involved in starting a war between two very powerful gods... all in all, a pretty messy 24 hours. I kicked another bot, smashing the holographic image to smitherines, and yelled, "End program." I pulled the strips of cloth from my fists and threw them across the room in frustration. I pulled my sweater on over my vest top and marched out of there, heading for the graveyard- if holographic badguys werent doing it for me, then maybe real ones would...
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Post by Jessy Jackson on Jan 31, 2005 12:09:01 GMT -5
I had the mickey mouse ears, the candfloss, everything except the upset tummy. But I still didn't feel good. Rory cuddled me. "Want to go get drunk?" He asked. I almost pushed him off the bench.
"This is Disneyworld. Let's get some autographs." He groaned but let me d it, but I couldn't help wondering. Did everyone just put up with me because I was a shifter? f I wasn't, would I have gone home by now? And would they care?
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Feb 2, 2005 2:20:33 GMT -5
It was dark... exactly how I liked it... no light could break through a coffin lid!
I lay inside the coffin... just laying there, thinking... about the last day, and all that happened during it...
It was silent in here. Nice, no distractions, no futile human arguments, no foolish emotion... just me and the thick walls and lid that surrounded me. I enjoyed it here...
But I wasn't here to relax... oh no... I had work to do, although it would requite minimal physical movement... I had work to do.
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Post by Jessy Jackson on Feb 2, 2005 12:07:59 GMT -5
(((And the board takes on a new lease of life! Well done Zeroc.)))
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Post by Azoth (Kyler) on Feb 4, 2005 1:47:32 GMT -5
(((I don't get it)))
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