Post by Maya on Sept 17, 2004 12:20:48 GMT -5
"I'm fine." I said, though even i knew it sounded strained. "It's just... that time of the month, y'know?"
"Oh of course, cos that gives everyone schizophrenic taste buds." Charlie replied with a disbelieving look.
"I just like cheese!" I exclaimed as we got back to the main room.
"You just refused cheesy snacks and said 'ew'!" said Jessy, who'd clearly just overheard the last.
"I just didn't..."
"No." Said Charlie, "Dont you dare say you just didnt feel like them. Something is wrong, Mai, and i wanna know what."
"Nothing is wrong!" I said yet again.
"She's right, Maya." Doc put in as he, Belle and Nicki approached. "Something's been up for a while... we care about you- we wanna know whats going on."
"This is Charlie's birthday!" I said, trying a new angle, "We shouldn't be talking about..."
"Yeah, its my birthday." She interupted. "And i want to know whats happening."
I squeezed my eyes shut in frustration- it wasn't like they weren't gonna find out soon anyway... i just didnt know that i was ready yet. Everyone was watching us now, listening intently, as many of them had noticed my odd behaviour- from odd cravings to dressing in much baggier clothes. Josh came forward from the crowd, wrapping his arms around me, hands resting, as they usually did now, on my stomach.
[Do I tell them?] i asked him across our link.
[If you want to.] He replied
[But am I?]
I actually felt him smirk
[Thats not helpful.] i replied. In answer he squeezed me tighter and kissed my cheek.
[Whatever you choose, i'm behind you all the way.]
I bit my lip.
"You really want to know?" I said, to the whole group now.
"Yes!" Charlie and Doc chorused.
"Yeah." Jess said.
"Hell yes." Faith added, "I wanna know what the hell it is Will knows and i dont!"
"Willow knows?" Doc asked.
"I..." I spluttered, looking over at the red head, "I... maybe... but i didnt tell her! If she knows then she worked it out herself!"
"Whatever!" Nicki cried, "Just tell!"
I chuckled, then took a deep breath.
"Ok then... if you really really..."
"Just..."
"I am!" I cried at Faith. I glanced up at Josh, and began again. "I... we woulda told you soon anyway, but the thing is... what we've been hiding is..." I looked around at the group, and my hand unconsciously trailed to sit atop of Josh's on my stomach. "Josh and I..." I smiled nevously, "We're... well... we're gonna have a baby."
((hehe FINALLY!!! Been waiting to get that out soooo long!! Ooh, and josh has this thing where he reckons it would be interesting to ban the 'P' word... see what alternatives people can come up with... so, i mean, you dont have to stick to that, but it could be fun.))
"Oh of course, cos that gives everyone schizophrenic taste buds." Charlie replied with a disbelieving look.
"I just like cheese!" I exclaimed as we got back to the main room.
"You just refused cheesy snacks and said 'ew'!" said Jessy, who'd clearly just overheard the last.
"I just didn't..."
"No." Said Charlie, "Dont you dare say you just didnt feel like them. Something is wrong, Mai, and i wanna know what."
"Nothing is wrong!" I said yet again.
"She's right, Maya." Doc put in as he, Belle and Nicki approached. "Something's been up for a while... we care about you- we wanna know whats going on."
"This is Charlie's birthday!" I said, trying a new angle, "We shouldn't be talking about..."
"Yeah, its my birthday." She interupted. "And i want to know whats happening."
I squeezed my eyes shut in frustration- it wasn't like they weren't gonna find out soon anyway... i just didnt know that i was ready yet. Everyone was watching us now, listening intently, as many of them had noticed my odd behaviour- from odd cravings to dressing in much baggier clothes. Josh came forward from the crowd, wrapping his arms around me, hands resting, as they usually did now, on my stomach.
[Do I tell them?] i asked him across our link.
[If you want to.] He replied
[But am I?]
I actually felt him smirk
[Thats not helpful.] i replied. In answer he squeezed me tighter and kissed my cheek.
[Whatever you choose, i'm behind you all the way.]
I bit my lip.
"You really want to know?" I said, to the whole group now.
"Yes!" Charlie and Doc chorused.
"Yeah." Jess said.
"Hell yes." Faith added, "I wanna know what the hell it is Will knows and i dont!"
"Willow knows?" Doc asked.
"I..." I spluttered, looking over at the red head, "I... maybe... but i didnt tell her! If she knows then she worked it out herself!"
"Whatever!" Nicki cried, "Just tell!"
I chuckled, then took a deep breath.
"Ok then... if you really really..."
"Just..."
"I am!" I cried at Faith. I glanced up at Josh, and began again. "I... we woulda told you soon anyway, but the thing is... what we've been hiding is..." I looked around at the group, and my hand unconsciously trailed to sit atop of Josh's on my stomach. "Josh and I..." I smiled nevously, "We're... well... we're gonna have a baby."
((hehe FINALLY!!! Been waiting to get that out soooo long!! Ooh, and josh has this thing where he reckons it would be interesting to ban the 'P' word... see what alternatives people can come up with... so, i mean, you dont have to stick to that, but it could be fun.))